Crossing to the Future, it’s Not Easy to Be a Man

1458: The true self.

After a long time, Ling Lan continued to click on the video and watched several in a row. They were all trivial life events taken by her brother. They were about her but not about her.

But no matter what, in the video, whenever the father, mother, and brother mentioned Ling Lan, they were full of expectations. They sincerely hoped that Ling Lan could recover and return home.

Ling Lan scrolled down quickly, and suddenly a video file name attracted her.

It finally worked for me.

The names of the previous videos were all random shots + numbers. The sudden appearance of this name made Ling Lan open it curiously.

The first thing that catches the eye in the video is a college admission notice. The voiceover of the video comes from the voice of my younger brother: "Sister, did you see it? I have been admitted to college."

He picked up the notice with his slender fingers, and the next second, the screen changed, revealing his brother's innocently smiling face and the notice placed on his cheek.

"The Department of Medicine of University B is the number one college in the country. Brother, am I great? Sister, please remember to praise me."

Ling Lan suddenly remembered that when she left that year, it was the same year that her brother was studying hard for the college entrance examination.

She seemed to have never asked her brother which school he wanted to go to. Every time they met, his brother would always call him "Sister" naively, and then sit quietly aside, listening to the conversation between her and her parents. Linglan's impression of her brother was that he was taciturn. But in the video, he is very lively...

Ling Lan thought that the relationship between this younger brother, whom she could not see twice a year, and her was very weak. They had never had an in-depth communication. Linglan was quite content with her brother not despising her as a burden to the whole family and did not dare to expect too much. But now, Linglan seemed a little unsure.

The younger brother's face, which had been smiling brightly, slowly became stiff. He lowered his head suddenly and rubbed his eyes hard with his palms. He raised his head again, and his expression returned to his bright look, but his eyes were red, and there was still some residue in the corners of his eyes. Wipe clean tears.

"So, sister, you must hold on, wait for me for seven years, and I will cure you." The younger brother's eyes were serious and cautious, as if Ling Lan was sitting on the other side of the video.

Ling Lan was in a daze. Her younger brother in her previous life, like Li Shiyu, embarked on the path of medicine for her.

"Where were they during this time?" Ling Lan raised her head and looked at Li Shiyu aside with cold eyes.

"Oh? You finally want to know?" Li Shiyu leaned against the wall, folded his arms and said calmly.

Ling Lan closed her eyes to calm down. Her emotions fluctuated too much and she often made wrong judgments.

Opening it again, Linglan's eyes returned to being as calm as water. She lowered her head and looked at her phone. This time she chose to watch pictures instead of videos.

Li Shiyu's expression moved slightly. Unexpectedly, this strong girl who was struggling on the verge of death had such good insight and immediately chose the right direction where she might find the answer.

Most of the pictures had file names marked with dates. Linglan selected a few pictures by date. Most of them were family photos. She quickly scanned them and saw the words "Contract 1" and quickly clicked them open.

This is a work contract, a contract for geological survey abroad. Not surprisingly, it should be about his father. Ling Lan remembered that his father was a geological survey technician, and he saw his father's signature on contract 6.

"Have my parents gone out and my brother is studying in University B?" Ling Lan asked.

"The salary abroad is relatively high. They asked me about your condition, and I said that even if it can be cured, it will cost a lot of money for later training. It is a bottomless pit. They also considered it for a long time before they decided to go out." Li Shiyu said lightly, "As for you Brother, he was in University B for the first three years, but not anymore... He studied very well, so he was sent to Country M for further study."

"That's good." Ling Lan knew that their family was fine, but as for whether they would meet or not... she was not the Ling Lan of her previous life, and it didn't matter if she didn't have the bond of Ling Lan of her previous life.

"That's why they didn't come to see you. They can meet you in a few years. Don't misunderstand them again." Li Shiyu's voice came slowly,

With a sigh.

Ling Lan's eyes suddenly shrank, and her fingers tightened so hard that they almost crushed the phone in her hand.

She slowly lowered her head and turned her gaze back to the screen of her mobile phone. She chose the file arrangement mode by time. The latest videos and photos were all from three years ago.

Ling Lan's fingers trembled slightly and she clicked on the last video.

"Sister, the summer vacation is over, and it's time for me to go to University B again. Soon, mom and dad will go to work abroad. We are all working hard, so you have to work hard too. Sister, mom and dad say you are the most sensible person in my family. The strongest child, if I can learn three points from you, I will be the leader of this era... I don’t know how many points I can learn from you now, but I will definitely get a place for further study in country M. At that time , I will definitely take a video to tell you." My brother clenched his fists and looked at the video, cheering her on and maybe making his own promise.

"Lan Lan, send your brother to the train station. We are also preparing to go to FZ. In the future, we may only come back to see you on your birthday. Your brother has taught us how to video chat. In the future, we can still chat with you even when we are abroad. Video chat, Lan Lan, no matter how far away we are, you will always be our favorite daughter." The video showed the mother's gentle smile, and the father sat next to him. When he saw the camera coming, he looked away with some resistance, but when the mother saw it, he looked away. With a strong elbow, my father had to turn his face away, his serious face showed what he thought was a gentle smile, and nodded.

It was still the same as before. In the previous life, her father did not like to express his feelings directly. Unlike her father Ling Xiao, he would always express his love for his daughter clearly and could not be ignored by Ling Lan. She is even jealous of her being too good with her mother, although it is not clear whether she is jealous of her mother or her daughter.

Although the expressions of love are different, both fathers' love for her is very pure.

Ling Lan's eyes were filled with water, which slowly condensed and slid down.

From silent tears to bursting into tears.

"Ling Lan, what's wrong, Ling Lan, don't cry, don't cry, it's not good for your health..." Ling Lan's crying shocked Luo Chao and Han Xuya.

Li Shiyu's eyes dimmed, and he knew that he had not hidden it from Ling Lan after all.

"Let her cry, it will be better for her if she cries." Li Shiyu stopped Luo Chao and Han Xuya's consolation.

Han Xuya and Luochao looked at Li Shiyu in confusion, wondering why the happy thing about clearing up the misunderstanding made Ling Lan so sad.

Li Shiyu sighed. Compared with the three girls of similar age, compared to the extremely smart Ling Lan, his two nurses were too silly and sweet.

"Returning to this world is to let me see clearly who is the truly ruthless person. It is you, Ling Lan! From the beginning to the end, you are the most selfish, and you are the one who loves me the most. Escape from the possibility of Hurt, always choose to love in a way that is beneficial to you, it is always you, not others. No matter in the past life, no matter in this life, it is the same. The so-called domineering, the so-called freedom, everything is just to serve your selfishness, Ling. Lan, this is the real you.”

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