Deep Desire

Tumbling into the flower field, Feng Si’s fingers lightly traced Lujing Shen’s Adam’s apple, slowly moving to his ear, feeling the warmth of his touch. He gazed down at the person beneath him, who was breathing heavily, struggling to focus his gaze. Even though nothing had happened yet, Feng Si’s focused stare was enough to make him excited.

Passion surged within them, choking their breath, and he felt the same unrestrained heat coming from Feng Si’s body, causing him to go weak all over.

Feng Si’s kisses landed on the mole next to his ear, making Lujing Shen unable to resist moaning. He placed his hand on Feng Si’s arm and absentmindedly caressed it.

Feng Si pressed down his hand and whispered into Lujing Shen’s ear, “Are you in a hurry?”

He himself was at the edge of his patience, but facing Lujing Shen finally revealing his true desire, he deliberately teased him, “Can’t handle it anymore?”

Lujing Shen’s breaths grew heavier, and he turned his head. The glaring light from the setting sun made him instinctively blink, and in his hazy vision, he saw Feng Si’s teasing eyes.

His throat rolled unconsciously, and he raised his hand, forcefully pulling down Feng Si’s collar, and then he leaned up to kiss him.

Their kiss was much more intense than before, their lips and tongues dancing and their breaths intertwining. Lujing Shen eagerly swallowed the taste of the other person, wanting more desperately. His hands haphazardly tore open Feng Si’s shirt buttons, hooking under his shoulders, and pressing himself against him.

Feng Si embraced Lujing Shen’s waist, soothing his sensitive lower back.

The clothes were in a mess, and Lujing Shen’s body was fully exposed. Feng Si’s hand moved from behind to the front, rubbing against his crotch, lightly pinching the below his pelvis, and he couldn’t stop caressing, causing Lu Jingshen beneath him to tremble uncontrollably.

Lujing Shen’s voice was low and hoarse, “The stuff is in my clothes pocket.”

He even refused Feng Si’s intention to help him first, grabbing Feng Si’s hand, and looking at him with eager eyes.

Feng Si felt confident enough in his self-control, but he was still tempted by Lujing Shen’s gaze .It was the same back then. No matter how restrained he was in ordinary times, when it came to intimate situations, he had a way of seducing others, easily hooking them in.

Lujing Shen’s legs were wrapped around his waist, and at this point, Feng Si had no intention of holding back.

The fragrance of sunflowers lingered in the air, mixed with another scent, strong and fiery, the smell of desire entwined, making them intoxicated, unable to extricate themselves.

The shadows cast by the setting sun cut them off from the real world. On one side, it was the hazy twilight and the quiet surroundings, while on the other side, desire filled the air, passion difficult to restrain.

Lujing Shen’s rationality had long been burned away, leaving only instinctual moans and gasps. Sweat streamed down his forehead, but his whole body felt like it was walking on clouds, brought to the peak again and again by Feng Si embracing him.

Feng Si left one deep and heavy mark after another on him. The pain and pleasure mixed together, but Lujing Shen could bear it. He even enjoyed it, truly feeling that he was being possessed by Feng Si.

 Feng Si pressed him down and flipped him over. He kissed down his spine, even lit a cigarette, and the ashes shook off onto Lujing Shen’s back, making him flinch slightly from the heat. This kind of stimulation, however, made Lujing Shen even more excited, and his waist trembled incessantly. The deepest desires hidden within his body were stirred, surging like a tidal wave, causing him to drown completely in them.

Every aspect of Lujing Shen’s emotions fell into Feng Si’s eyes, and he also lost control. He bent down and fiercely bit Lujing Shen’s neck.

It was like the complete marking and possession between wild beasts.

The last trace of twilight on the horizon disappeared, and night fell.

Lujing Shen’s body was drenched in sweat, as if he had been pulled out from water. Feng Si carried him back and they had another round of passion in the bathroom.

When it was all over, the sky had turned completely dark.

Feng Si pushed open the terrace door, lit another cigarette, his upper body bare. The night temperature dropped, but he seemed unfazed by the cold.

Lujing Shen followed, wrapped in a bathrobe. The part from his neck to his collarbone was exposed, covered in shallow and deep marks.

Feng Si’s gaze lingered on him, and the faint spark on the cigarette end reflected in his eyes, flashing intermittently.

Lujing Shen took a cigarette from the cigarette box he casually threw on the terrace table, bit into it, and leaned towards him.

Feng Si remained motionless, staring at the person in front of him.

Lujing Shen lowered his eyes slightly, his eyelashes trembling gently. The end of his cigarette approached Feng Si’s, and as the flames flickered, his cigarette was lit.

Feng Si chuckled softly.

Lujing Shen looked up at him.

As Lujing Shen put out the cigarette from his hand, Feng Si also put out the one in his mouth. His empty hand wrapped around Lujing Shen’s neck and kissed him.

Their lips and tongues entangled, and the taste of the cigarette flowed between their teeth.

It was a kiss without any desire, and it lasted a long time until the cigarette in Feng Si’s hand burned down to his fingers, and he finally withdrew.

Lujing Shen’s eyes appeared particularly bright in the night, as if he was gazing intently at Feng Si.

Feng Si teased him, “Alex, the way you’re looking at me, It’s driving me so crazy right now”

As he spoke, he pinched Lujing Shen’s ass.

Lujing Shen fell silent for a moment, turned his eyes away, and bit the cigarette back into his mouth.

Feng Si raised an eyebrow, “I haven’t satisfied you enough yet?”

Lujing Shen felt a bit embarrassed and still fixed his gaze out to the night.

After suppressing his desires for so long, he finally experienced physical satisfaction, but the emptiness in his heart remained, and he still felt unsatisfied.

Feng Si casually took away the half-smoked cigarette from him, and extinguished it in the ashtray with his own.

“Let’s go, I’m hungry. Let’s cook some supper.”

They went downstairs to the kitchen, and Feng Si found some ingredients from the fridge to make pasta.

During their previous dinner, both of them were hiding their intentions, so they ate only half-heartedly. After such a wild encounter, not to mention Feng Si, even Lujing Shen was a bit hungry.

As Feng Si prepared supper, Lujing Shen stood by and his gaze unintentionally fell on the marks on Feng Si’s back – several red scratch marks from their passionate sex earlier.

The arousing scenes replayed in his mind, and Lujing Shen became absent-minded for a moment.

Feng Si turned to see his strange expression and playfully teased, “What are you thinking about?”

Lujing Shen returned to his senses and said unconsciously, licking his lips, “Nothing.”

Feng Si smiled and brushed his hand in front of Lujing Shen, “If you still want more, just say it. Maybe I Didn’t perform well . If you want, I can do better.”

Lujing Shen didn’t want to respond to him.

His legs were still trembling slightly, and he felt weak in the waist. He didn’t want another round.

A gust of wind blew in from outside, and Feng Si reached over to close the window. Lujing Shen’s gaze followed his movement, landing on Feng Si’s waist.

The stretching movement revealed Feng Si’s strong waistline without any doubt. Just like before, Lujing Shen had experienced the strength of that waist again. Not only did it not lose to the past, but because it now carried the meaning of retribution, Feng Si’s movements were even rougher and more forceful. Lujing Shen could only passively endure.

However, the more this happened, the more intense Lujing Shen’s feelings became. It was something his hands and toys could never replace.

Feng Si turned his head and saw him staring blankly, “Are you sleepy? Didn’t you nap well?”

Lujing Shen frowned slightly, hiding his discomfort. His gaze became evasive, “Go put on some clothes.”

Feng Si noticed his reaction and asked, ” Didn’t you help me take them off earlier?”

Lujing Shen replied, “…Aren’t you cold?”

Feng Si shrugged indifferently, “not really.”

Lujing Shen almost said something but stopped himself. He knew better than to argue with a rogue.

After finishing supper, Lujing Shen went upstairs to his room. Before entering, Feng Si called him, “Where am I sleeping?”

Lujing Shen said, “There are many rooms, just pick one. We cleaned them all before coming here.”

“This place feels empty and desolate,” Feng Si propped open the bedroom door and went in, “Let’s just sleep in the same room. It’s not like we haven’t done it before.”

Lujing Shen hesitated. His personality made him not adapt well to overly intimate relationships with others. Many times, he preferred and enjoyed being alone.

Feng Si was an exception to him.

During those three months in Africa, they had indeed slept together day and night, starting from the first day.

Lost in thought, Lujing Shen followed Feng Si into the bathroom.

After Feng Si finished brushing his teeth, he leaned close to Lujing Shen’s ear, who was still in a daze, and said, “I’ll wait for you. Be quick.”

Lujing Shen’s eyes flickered, and Feng Si smiled and blinked at himself in the mirror before leaving first.

When Lujing Shen came out, Feng Si was already sitting on the bed. Lujing Shen walked over, and Feng Si grabbed his hand unexpectedly, causing him to stumble and kneel on Feng Si’s body.

Feng Si held onto his waist with both hands, looking at him calmly.

In that moment of meeting Feng Si’s gaze, Lujing Shen’s thoughts were pulled back to the scenes in the sunflower field, where he was held by Feng Si, sinking into the abyss of desire.

“What are you doing?” Lujing Shen’s voice was slightly unsteady, and his breath quickened.

Feng Si noticed the red mark above his left collarbone, which he had left there earlier. He gently rubbed it with his finger and then kissed the spot.

Lujing Shen gasped, raising his hand to grab Feng Si’s hair.

Feng Si’s warm and wet tongue teased and licked his collarbone. He tore off Lujing Shen’s bathrobe, and Lujing Shen couldn’t bear it any longer, pushing him away.

“don’t.”

Feng Si chuckled, and raising his head, he propped one hand on the back of his head, pulling Lujing Shen down, “Then let’s just sleep.”

Lujing Shen wanted to put on his pajamas, but Feng Si held him tight, “Sleep like this, It’s more comfortable.”

Lujing Shen wasn’t used to sleeping naked, but it wasn’t the first time sleeping next to Feng Si like that either.

He quietly lay down, feeling the warmth and breath of another person beside him, impossible to ignore.

It wasn’t the same as that day when he was sick and delirious, unable to refuse. He could clearly feel who was lying next to him now.

No disgust, at least at that moment, he’s willing to indulge himself.

Feng Si lightly patted his back, “Go to sleep, good night.”

Lujing Shen closed his eyes and finally relaxed his mind, drifting off to sleep.