Guide To Raising the Sick Villain

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A teenager with Asperger's once used a metaphor to describe how he was different from normal people.

He said that ordinary people's riots are like the Windows operating system running in the social world, while the Asperger's brain is just running slowly under the DOS system.

In addition to being slow, there are also various errors.

This is a fact that can never be changed, and it is an incompleteness that will follow him throughout his life and can never be erased.

No matter how dull Tan Mo was, he could still understand that Qiao Lan was helping him out just now. After she helped him prevent others from discovering that he was standing up, she was still not a normal person.

Tan Mo suddenly thought of a word.

I don't want to miss Shu.

The temporary stability and intoxication made him a little carried away.

In the evening class that night, Tan Mo's free kick coach clearly felt Tan Mo's irritability. Although his face was still expressionless, the strength in his hands could be seen at a glance as venting.

This young man is the most ruthless and desperate student among the students he has ever taught, as if there was something behind him desperately urging him, the coach would sometimes ask Tan Mo a few questions out of curiosity, but Tan Mo never said anything Say.

The coach didn't expect Tan Mo to say anything today, but he asked casually if something happened today.

The young man, whose body was gradually no longer thin, still clenched his fists tightly, but his movements stopped.

He stood there for a long time, then suddenly spoke, his voice was very low, he was asking himself rather than talking.

"If there is someone you can't catch up with in your life, what will you do?"

The person who can't catch up with Qiongji in his whole life?

Although the coach didn't know Tan Mo's identity and wealth, he knew that Tan Mo's identity was definitely not simple just by looking at Tan Mo's generous spending, and the daily pick-up car was a daydream he never dared to dream of in his life.

The girl who can make this boy feel that he will never be able to catch up no matter how hard he chases him in his life, what kind of fairy or young lady is that?

If it's him, since he knows how to chase him, he won't be able to catch him...

The coach said without thinking too much, "Then stop chasing."

As soon as the words fell, the coach saw that the young man who had been expressionless all this time was instantly tainted with a ferocious aura, and his eyes were full of gloom.

The coach, who had grown a body full of muscles, was shocked by the sudden change in the boy's mood.

Although he didn't have time to think clearly, the coach quickly changed his words.

"Actually, what I'm more curious about is why I feel that I can't catch up with you." Look at you, you are so handsome and have such a good family background. A lot of girls came to ask WeChat when you stop outside. Such a superior condition is so firm. I can't catch up, could it be...

"Have you chased him before? The girl you like...didn't say yes?"

The young man was silent for a moment, then said in a deep voice, "No."

Did not chase.

Coach: ...So after a long time, I still have a crush!

"Since you have never chased before, how do you know you can't catch up? Do you know each other?"

"know."

"Then, the relationship is bad?"

"very good."

"...how good is good?"

"most."

"Then go after him," the coach felt anxious for Tan Mo.

Tan Mo lowered his eyelashes and shook his head, "No."

Why can't it work?

The coach can't figure it out.

"She considers me a...friend."

"How normal." The coach felt that this was nothing at all. "Many couples develop from friends. Although I don't know what's going on between you, I don't think you need to be so negative."

"My opinion is that you always have to try everything. Since you have never pursued it, you cannot conclude that this matter is impossible." The coach didn't know what to say at first, but he became eloquent as soon as he opened his mouth, turning into a lover,

"Because I think I can't catch up, so I never go after it, then I will never catch up, but if I try, of course it may be what you think, but if I catch up, right, what if! If I It's you, there is a girl I like to the bottom of my heart, I'm just going to give it a try, chase after me desperately, if I really can't catch up, then forget it, at least I won't feel regretful in retrospect..."

No regrets...

Tan Mo suddenly wanted to laugh.

He didn't want to have any regrets, but what if Qiao Lan found out what he was thinking and became a stranger from now on.

Compared with regret, this is the ending he can't accept even more.

The coach is still talking eloquently, saying that according to Tan Mo's conditions, there is no need to be so unconfident at all, maybe the girl has liked him for a long time.

Tan Mo closed his eyes, and with an understatement, the coach shut up instantly.

The coach was stunned for a long time before saying, "Sick?"

Tan Mo has to have a physical examination almost every few days, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with his body.

"What disease?"

Tan Mo chewed the three words in his mouth for a long time before he said it with difficulty, "Psychopathy."

coach:"......???"

He moved back completely unconsciously.

Tan Mo glanced at the coach coldly. Although he didn't say anything, the coach understood the sarcasm in Tan Mo's eyes.

See, no matter how much you just said, when they learn that he has such a disease, everyone will stay away from him.

The coach reacted suddenly, remembering his unconscious action just now, and immediately wanted to slap himself. He wanted to explain, but he felt that it was useless to say anything at this time.

People's subconscious reaction is the most real reaction.

So it was for this reason that Tan Mo felt that the girl would never like him and accept him. The coach felt that everything could be explained.

"...I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to..." Forget it, it's all a waste of explanation, not to mention that Tan Mo doesn't care about his opinion, the coach sighed, "So that girl doesn't know you have ... sick?"

"Know."

Know?

The coach was surprised.

After a long while, the coach finally said seriously, "I think the girl you like so much must be different from other people. You don't have to use what the rest of us think of you to estimate her thoughts. Since she I just know about your situation, but she still treats you well, the best for you, which means that she may not care whether you have... sickness at all."

Tan Mo looked at the distance with heavy eyes, but did not speak.

The coach sighed, "Tan Mo, maybe, I mean maybe, you are more important to the girl you like than you think."

The conversation ended here, and Tan Mo stood up again and began to practice. His technique was still sharp, but compared to just now, it was finally a little less ruthless.

Tan Mo's learning content, in addition to the normal schoolwork and free fighting, there are two more.

One stock, one sentiment analysis.

Tan Mo got in touch with stocks after learning that Qiao Lan was interested in stock trading.

Qiao Lan said that because she admired the biography of the stock god, she wanted to learn, and Tan Mo made a decision in one sentence.

He always wanted to use various methods to make Qiao Lan feel more affection for him, even if it wasn't love. Besides, Qiao Lan was very interested in stock trading, he could learn it first, and then slowly Teach Qiao Lan slowly.

However, what made Tan Mo very happy was that after he really came into contact with stock trading, using mathematics and various analysis, Tan Mo found that this matter was much more interesting than he imagined.

It was just too much fun.

In addition, Tan Mo began to study emotional analysis crazily.

Enduring his discomfort, he began reconnecting with a therapist and taking his advice to become more of a "normal person."

He can never be a normal person, but he can try to make it difficult for others to see that he is not a normal person.

This is an extremely difficult and lifelong study.

The psychiatrist gave him a book dedicated to the symptoms of Asperger's disease. In this book, a total of 412 human emotions were identified and all emotions were divided into 24 different groups.

What he needs to do is to memorize all these 412 emotions and remember them in his heart. He doesn't understand, so he should memorize them and remember the expressions and actions that each emotion will show.

When a person cries, he doesn't know what to do, so he memorizes it, and when someone laughs, he should do it all in his heart.

In just a few days, Tan Mo felt physically and mentally exhausted.

Because he doesn't understand, he can only search in the memory bank after seeing a certain expression on a person, how other people should react after seeing this expression.

He had to be fast, because if he was slower, some people would think he was slow, and no one knew how long Tan Mo's mind had been running fast in just a few seconds.

Too tired, because the nerves were highly tense every moment, Tan Mo felt that he was tired out by everyone.

But the effect was unexpectedly good.

Tan Mo is frantically absorbing knowledge and turning himself into a master of imitation. He allows himself to make correct responses to all kinds of most conventional expressions in the fastest time.

Some people say that Tan Mo is not expressionless at last, and some people say that Tan Mo is really not difficult to get along with. Only Qiao Lan, when everyone thinks that Tan Mo is becoming more and more gregarious, feels a deep sense of anxiety and anxiety. sense of violation.

Tan Mo began to grow wildly in a space that Qiao Lan had never noticed.

Only when facing Qiao Lan, he could still show a fairly real him because of the uncontrollable throbbing in his heart.

Qiao Lan asked him what was wrong, but Tan Mo could already lie calmly.

He said that he has received treatment from a psychiatrist, and that he may not be the same as usual recently because the psychiatrist told him to do so.

Eighty percent of the half-truths and half-false statements are true. This is indeed a psychiatrist's suggestion, but Tan Mo didn't tell Qiao Lan that the psychiatrist had warned him about another sentence back then.

The doctor said that when adults with Asperger's syndrome use their imitation ability, they can communicate like normal people, and even start to be handy and popular. Everything seems good, but that will be the beginning of disaster.

Because the whole world will become true and false.

It used to be a slow analysis to analyze the other party's true thoughts, but at that time there will be no more analysis, relying on the knowledge and experience you have to guess the other party's thoughts and make a relative response.

Since then, really, I can't understand anything anymore.

The author has something to say: This disease is really confusing, and I have talked a lot about it. I don’t know if I have explained it well.

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