Remember for a second

Drinking water is often a nightmare-like prank for Tan Mo, who used to be too young to distinguish between good and evil. For Tan Mo, who suffered a car accident with crippled legs, it is an unspeakable shame and life is better than death.

When I was a child, my friends who were studying together in class would call him away with pretense of goodwill, and then secretly add something tingling to the scalp, or mustard, or a handful of soil, or a bug in Tan Mo's water cup. , or something more disgusting.

He once choked on mustard until he coughed and nearly suffocated.

Since then he will never take a cup to school again, nor have he had a sip of water or eaten once at school.

Later, his legs were crippled, he could no longer stand up, and he would never drink more water. Because going to the bathroom after drinking water, going to the bathroom, this is the most common behavior for everyone, but it is the most embarrassing torture for Tan Mo.

So, that girl, why did she take the initiative to talk to him, and why did she take the initiative to fetch water for him?

He didn't have time to think so much, and for a while there was a roar in his mind, and he could only think of the exaggerated and unscrupulous laughter of his former classmates.

"Tan Mo, let's go to the toilet together."

"Tan Mo, how do you disabled people go to the toilet? Do you need help? How?"

"Tan Mo, do you want to drink water to moisten the intestines!"

In the end, it gradually overlapped with the voice of the girl just now.

"Tan Mo, do you want to drink water? I can make you a cup by the way."

Tan Mo never expected anything, but the girl who had said good afternoon to her the moment before said something very similar to the one she used to say the next moment.

He was not disappointed, or maybe he was isolated by the disease, and his emotional system was different from others, and he couldn't distinguish the high-level emotion of disappointment at all. There is no difference.

She was no different from those who had humiliated him.

No, there is still a difference, she would even approach him with pretense of kindness before.

And patiently approached several times.

He doesn't expect any good mornings or good afternoons anymore.

He wants to stay away from this person.

Qiao Lan found that since that day, Tan Mo's attitude towards her has become colder.

Of course, Tan Mo has always been indifferent to her, but Qiao Lan can still find a little difference in that always expressionless face.

Once she said good morning to Tan Mo, although Tan Mo would not give her any response, he would stop the wheelchair and stare at her with the eyes that other students said, and finally lowered his head and walked away from her silently. go through.

But now, Qiao Lan took the initiative to say hello to him, and Tan Mo wouldn't even stop the wheelchair.

Tan Mo seemed to have cut off Qiao Lan's voice and couldn't hear Qiao Lan's voice. The trace of rejection was so obvious that even other students in the class could see it.

"Fuck Qiao Lan is too funny. She actually took the initiative to greet Tan Mo, but she was ignored at all."

"No one wants to talk to her, so I can only talk to a fool."

The group laughed loudly and turned to look at the last row of Tan Mo, who was looking down at something.

The dense English, even Song Yao, who is the best in English, may not be able to see it smoothly.

This is a world famous book, "Wuthering Heights".

He didn't really remember why he picked up the book again, maybe it was because of the "maliciousness" hidden behind Qiao Lan's goodwill, which made him suddenly think of the hero in this book, Heathcliff's gentleness under hatred. .

In fact, there is not much connection, but he is inexplicably connected.

He looked down at the book and happened to see a sentence.

[The soul has entered the grave, are you still willing to live? ]

After his mother died, after his legs were crippled, he asked himself every day, would you still be alive.

[Only loneliness belongs to oneself]

This sentence is really good. He has nothing, family, friendship, health, emotional perception, and dignity. He has nothing. From beginning to end, only loneliness belongs to him.

In November, the heat in the north has gradually dissipated, and the hoarfrost condensed on the gradually dry grass in the early morning "combined" with the cool autumn wind in the sky.

But for students, it seems to be no different.

Even a little happy, the heat has finally passed, and this lukewarm weather is the most comfortable.

The physical education class in the first year of high school has not been occupied by the other teachers, and still belongs to the students. There is a physical education get out of class in the afternoon. After the last class in the morning, Li Fan and a few started shouting and remembering to dribble the ball in the afternoon.

"The second class in the afternoon also has a physical education class, and it happened to be a game."

This is said to Chen Yaoyang. Chen Yaoyang naturally has no objection. He has always been a star in the school. Not only is he top-notch in his studies, he is also the focus on the court.

A few people walked out, shoulder to shoulder, and a few girls also packed up, including Qiao Lan's deskmate, and left the classroom together.

Qiao Lan was still sitting in her seat, writing something with a brush in her hand.

"Just pretend," a short-haired girl sneered.

"Don't tell me, Qiao Lan has been really working hard recently. I heard that he comes very early every morning, and he endorses it."

"Come back and wait for Chen Yaoyang outside on purpose, and with her brain, it's useless even if she really learns."

"Everyone has to be a little self-aware. You say she doesn't have any at all."

"Oh, there's no way to do it. For someone like her who is poor, ugly, and poor at learning, poor and ugly can't do anything. They can only make up for it in their studies."

Several people laughed, and then changed the subject, "What kind of girls do you think Chen Yaoyang likes?"

"Just like Song Yao."

"I seem to remember that Chen Yaoyang said before that he likes smart people. Song Yao has good grades. How can Chen Yaoyang not like it. Besides, he is so beautiful and his family is so rich."

"I don't think so. It's so obvious that Song Yao likes Chen Yaoyang, and Chen Yaoyang didn't confess, so he shouldn't like it..."

"Don't worry about that. In the afternoon, we will watch Chen Yaoyang play in the physical education class. It seems that the second class is also in the physical education class, and we can still see Hao Ying. Do you want to buy water in the afternoon..."

The meaning behind buying water, a few people laughed together, just understand it yourself.

When the students in the classroom were almost gone, Qiao Lan walked out of the classroom.

After reading the book for a while, the midterm exam is getting closer and closer, she still does not have much confidence in physics, after all, she used to be a liberal arts student, and she has long forgotten about physics, and physics mainly depends on understanding, and it is still a bit difficult to rely entirely on self-study .

Turning his neck and looking back, Tan Mo has also left.

Qiao Lan leaned back on the chair and let out a long sigh.

A few days after the last time, Qiao Lan finally figured out what she had said wrong.

He said three sentences in total that day, and Tan Mo didn't respond to the first two sentences, but after asking him if he wanted to drink water, Tan Mo's whole person was wrong.

The word "drinking water" touches on what Tan Mo has.

In yesterday's information class, Qiao Lan finally came into contact with the Internet. She searched for Asperger's disease on the Internet, and finally got a general understanding of the disease.

One of them made Qiao Lan touch his eyebrows. People who say Asperger's disease on the Internet, especially children, are easily bullied because they are out of tune with other children. According to statistics, 90% of Asperger's disease Children have been bullied by their peers in childhood.

This can easily lead to a result, suffering from persecutory paranoia.

Because of the persecution and bullying suffered so much, this kind of result is really normal.

As long as the words with intention, it will stimulate the nerves of Tan Mo. Tan Mo is so sensitive to the word drinking water, maybe it is because someone has hurt him by drinking water.

Qiao Lan felt a little guilty.

She didn't do it on purpose, but it was true that she hurt Tan Mo.

In addition, Qiao Lan observed Tan Mo for several days and found that Tan Mo would never bring a water cup to school, nor would he ever leave his seat, even to go to the bathroom.

Qiao Lan realized with hindsight that it was not easy for Tan Mo to go to the bathroom. Not only was it not easy, but he might even be ridiculed by his classmates.

Qiao Lan felt even more guilty.

Walking on the campus road, Qiao Lan thought to herself, she wanted to really get in touch with Tan Mo, and if she wanted Tan Mo not to reject her so much, she had to be more cautious. When passing by the small supermarket on campus, Qiao Lan turned into the supermarket and bought it. After the refill, I bought another lollipop.

In a hurry, I didn't see a few classmates buying water in the supermarket.

As soon as the girls turned their heads, they saw Qiao Lan buying candy, and they were busy greeting the girls together. After seeing Qiao Lan gone, several people started talking.

"I knew she couldn't take it anymore!"

Qiao Lan used to buy candy every day to please the boys and girls in the class, but she never bought it before, but she bought it again after a few days.

Several people got excited and ran into the classroom after buying water. Chen Yaoyang was talking in the classroom. Qin Yang took the basketball brought by Chen Yaoyang and kept saying that the ball is good.

Several girls squeezed over and glanced at Chen Yaoyang before saying to Qin Yang, "Guess what we just saw."

"What?" Qin Yang has no interest, he is now focusing on basketball.

"We just went to the supermarket to buy something and met Qiao Lan." Sure enough, Qin Yang turned his head.

"Qiao Lan is buying candy."

Qin Yang slapped the basketball heavily on the ground, but he couldn't control his smile, "Fuck it, I can't stand it anymore, right, I know, she's like a person", and then he smiled and sat on the basketball again. Glancing at Chen Yaoyang, "Besides, there is still Yaoyang here."

Chen Yaoyang scolded and kicked the basketball out, "Shut up if you can't speak."

Several people laughed, especially Qin Yang, who laughed especially loudly.

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