Little Yan Chen was very good at observing words and expressions. He sensed that Chu MuYun was unhappy and hurriedly said: “I understand, I understand everything.”

But by saying this, he admitted that he was lying just now.

After all, he is a child, facing the person he cares about, in such an eager mood, he was full of flaws.

Chu MuYun gave him a lot of homework and turned around to leave.

Little Yan Chen shouted tremblingly: “You…can you…” 

“No.” Chu MuYun turned to look at him with a cold expression, “You don’t need anyone, what you have to do is to strengthen yourself.”

Yan Chen was not reconciled and said anxiously: “I will do well, I will become stronger, you… can you stay a little longer, just a little while…”

Such humble longing, the poor heart of a child was completely revealed. He missed him, wanted to see him, was pleasantly surprised because he appeared, was lost because he left, yearned for the only warmth and fantasized that he could have it, even if it was a minute and a second.

Chu MuYun turned to look at him, the indifference between his brows was like ten thousand years of ice and snow on the cold mountain. He was not shaken by this pleading and even said such a cruel sentence: “Don’t let me down.”

Little Yan Chen now stood still, those pale lips were tightly pressed and the purple eyes were full of anxiety but an almost imperceptible darkness rose from the deepest and darkest place.

After Chu MuYun left, the little guy stood there in a daze for a long time and then slowly walked back to the world where only he was, alone. He studied boring things, quietly waiting…waiting for his coming again .

In fact, Chu MuYun didn’t go anywhere, he was still guarding Little Yan Chen and was not far away from him, watching him quietly in the emptiness.

It’s just that he refused to show his face, refused to let him notice, refused to let him find out.

Why?

Chu MuYun was trying to change his methods – since accompanying was not enough, then be cruel and let him grow up alone.

But in the end there were still some surprises.

Little Yan Chen was stubborn. In order to finish his homework as soon as possible and see him earlier, he studied things too hard, day and night, and actually hurt his body.

In fact, this is absurd, but at the same time it is very distressing. Such an immortal body will actually get sick. How hard was he tormenting himself?

Chu MuYun finally appeared and took him back to recuperate.

Little Yan Chen was very happy and, even though he was tortured by illness, his face was flushed red and he couldn’t hide his excitement.

Chu MuYun knew that he was afraid of the cold, so he deliberately took him to a place where the frost and snow would not melt for thousands of years.

This was not Chu MuYun’s residence, but Little Yan Chen obviously thought it was his home.

He was very happy to be able to come to the place where Chu MuYun lived, even if it was a world of ice and snow.

Chu MuYun’s heart relented and he stayed with him for a few months. He taught him his homework during the day and healed his body at night. With such company day and night, the two of them actually lived very comfortably.

This mountain was covered with snow as far as the eye can see, and Chu MuYun doesn’t like the hollow color.

But one day, Yan Chen actually picked a wintersweet, and the bright red color lit up the blank world, making the frost and snow less cold.

Chu MuYun was slightly stunned and showed a rare smile, very light and shallow, but it instantly touched Yan Chen’s heart, making him completely forget everything.

“Very beautiful.” Chu MuYun said softly.

Because of his words, there were thousands of plum blossoms blooming on this lonely cold mountain, the red is gorgeous, the red is dazzling, and it seems to show the color of blood in a trance.

 —It was all thanks to Yan Chen’s hard work.

It was a young man’s pure, persistent but fiery passion.

Chu MuYun suddenly came back to his senses, only then did he realize that he was about to make the same mistakes again.

He left without a sound, leaving behind Yan Chen, a bewildered young man guarding the sky full of red plums.

Does he not like it? Does he hate it?

But at that time he was still smiling and said it was beautiful, so he should like it… After all, he had never seen him smile, it was the first time he saw it, it was really… pretty.

He thought that if he made the mountain full of red plums, he would be happier, smile again and stay by his side…

But…

Yan Chen stood there blankly and suddenly understood.

In the final analysis, he doesn’t like him, what he hates is him, he… doesn’t want him.

Countless years passed and the child grew into a  teenager, the teenager turned into a youth, and then into a strong man who finally obtained the god in his heart.

But… he still can’t touch the heart hidden in the chest.

He imprisoned him in this world of ice and snow, possessed him and violated him, vented his irrepressible anger and resentment, but all he got was a body, a heartless man like an ice sculpture.

Chu MuYun was very disappointed and couldn’t tell who he was disappointed with.

Yan Chen but also in himself, and even more for this sad fate that cannot be escaped no matter what.

An endless loop with no end in sight.

When Chu MuYun woke up, his back was already stiff and cold, his clothes were soaked in sweat and the sticky feeling made him uncomfortable.

Yan Chen also woke up, leaning against the head of the bed, looking at him with a complicated expression.

Chu MuYun raised his head, and the moment he looked at him, it seemed that he had penetrated time and space, and saw the frail child again.

Such helplessness, such despair, such insecurity.

Chu MuYun opened his mouth, but didn’t say anything.

Yan Chen said, “I have seen everything you have done.”

Chu MuYun was slightly taken aback.

Yan Chen closed his eyes and said: “An Ye is the beast ‘god’, he is a complete soul and body.”

Chu MuYun suddenly caught the hint in these words.

Yan Chen continued: “Four thousand years ago, at the beginning of the Battle of Breaking Wall, you used the boundary wall to seriously injure An Ye.”

Chu MuYun completely understood.

At that time, An Ye was injured, its wings were broken, and black feathers fell everywhere in the human world.

At that time, Chu MuYun teased Zerobaby and said that these feathers were for him to play with.

Unexpectedly, something went wrong at that time.

An Ye is a soul and there is no real body at all. The so-called black feathers were traces of its wandering soul.

The beast god is also a god and the omniscience of the god is reflected in the control of the soul.

An Ye wasn’t enlightened but he was able to remember everything. He followed Chu MuYun and he became another ‘Zero’. How could he not know what he did?

Yan Chen leaned against the bed and said slowly: “I know you need a ‘marriage proposal’.”

Chu MuYun didn’t make a sound, he knew that Yan Chen hadn’t finished yet.

Yan Chen smiled: “I don’t want you to die, so I will satisfy you, but… there is a condition.”

Chu MuYun looked at him without blinking: “What condition?”

Yan Chen’s eyes drooped slightly and it was difficult to see his emotions clearly under the cover of his eyelashes.

“Half a month later, at the plum appreciation banquet, in front of all of them, propose to me.”

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