Chapter 484 – Younger Sister’s Lover XLVI

He spoke eloquently and reflected on what he had said. Looking at Wen Ying’s incredible eyes, his jawline suddenly tightened.

“Or can you tell me what the hell are you looking for him for?”

“Why should I tell you?” Wen Ying hugged the box in her hand, like erecting a wall between two people, full of resistance. “In addition to maliciously speculating about what other people can do, do you have to attack me with those words? This will make you feel better?”

“No, it will not.” He flatly denied and stared at her, “Then what about you? If you refused me that night, I wouldn’t stand here and say one more word of nonsense to you.”

He didn’t want to question her, but her aloof attitude made him involuntarily focus and care, while at the same time seeking without suffering. His heart was like a falling leaf that was constantly spinning and trembling, unsure where to go, whether to let go of her or himself, or, like now, to be sweet with her for a moment. When he thought they could return to the past, he was awakened once again by the slap of reality.

He saw Wen Ying not speaking, it seemed as if he had made a final choice. His heart suddenly jerked and he said in a deep voice, ‘What’s good about that little bastard? Don’t be confused. If I’m not suitable, he’s even more unsuitable than me. He will ruin you.'”

Gong Xuan has checked him, and of course he has also checked Gong Xuan’s background. The other party’s family is relatively wealthy. His grandfather started from scratch and saved his fortune. Unfortunately, he died in his forties. His father was unable to inherit his grandfather’s strengths and abilities. Perhaps because his previous generation worked too hard, his father only learned to sit and eat in the mountains, failed to pass the college entrance exam, made friends with people in society, drank too much, abused his family, gambled, and so far has achieved nothing. He lives by selling his family’s property. Under his influence, Gong Xuan also disliked learning under his influence, and fighting in junior high school was also commonplace.

Although Gong Xuan’s mother is still alive, the conditions at her mother’s home are not good enough to speak of. She is a cowardly person, and the only thing she can handle is her face. It was precisely because of that face that his father married her. He inherited his mother’s excellent appearance and was very attractive to girls who began to sprout during puberty.

Maybe this also included Wen Ying.

Shan Yao knew that he should not be prejudiced, and that the other party was not without merit. It was probably inherited from another generation. Gong Xuan was smarter than his father, and if his grandfather were still there, he might not be as he is now. However, when it comes to Wen Ying, he couldn’t have said without conscience that he was a good choice.

“Don’t arbitrarily speculate and evaluate others!” she said angrily, “You think he’s not as good as you, but he’s a thousand, ten-thousand times better than you in my eyes! Yes, he’s not as good as you at school or as good as your family background, but so what? I know he doesn’t want to be like this at all. No one wants to be born in a family like that, doesn’t he want to have the best resources and receive the best education like you? But is this what he can choose?” She bit her lower lip hard, Her eyes were sad and fierce, ‘Me too. When I first became another me, was it my own volition? Don’t look down on him. If you stayed in that environment, you might not be comparable to him!'”

“He’s not the same as you——” Shan Yao’s heart trembled slightly with her gaze, and he frowned. “Okay, even if we’re all the same, I wouldn’t be as good as him if we changed our identity and environment, but that’s just a hypothesis. It’s something that hasn’t happened. Back to the most realistic question, he’s still Gong Xuan who grew up in that environment, right?”

He tried to reason with her calmly, and when judging another person, he didn’t want to appear too aggressive.

Under such circumstances, she coldly said, “Shan Yao, do you know why I want to escape from you again and again?”

“…….why?”

Her gaze made him chill, “You’re always so practical and always so rational. Last week, when you asked me if I ever wanted to be with you again, I didn’t even have to refuse myself. Just take out the reasons you’ve thought about countless times in your head, and one by one, you break them and I just question you, and you release your hand. So every time I can’t help but approach you, I immediately remind myself that I don’t want to be abandoned by you again.”

He was short of breath.